Chapter 1 - The Kitchen Table

I kept my feet tucked securely beneath my chair. I’d glued the front of my right shoe back together twice, and tonight I’d have to do it a third time. My dad had just told me that $35 was simply too much to spend on a new pair.
That was Friday, September 18, 2026, in Columbus, Ohio. My name is Hannah Carter. I was eleven, in sixth grade, and old enough to understand that asking the same question four times usually meant the answer was no.
Our kitchen smelled like jarred spaghetti sauce and store-bought garlic bread. My stepmother, Lauren, had stirred sliced button mushrooms into the pot because Chloe liked them. Chloe was ten and had moved into our house when Lauren married Dad the previous spring. Right now, she was sitting across from me, turning one shoe over in her manicured hands, admiring the soft pink embroidery hugging the heel.
"Look," Chloe said, beaming. "They even came with extra laces. Neon pink and silver."
"Put those away before you get tomato sauce on them, sweetie," Lauren said, smiling fondly. "A hundred and eighty dollars is a lot of money. You have to treat quality things with respect."
I’d heard that number three times since Chloe had burst through the front door from the mall. I wasn’t trying to keep tally. It was just an impossible number to ignore when my own toes were pinched tightly against worn-out cardboard insoles.
I slid my right foot farther into the shadows beneath the wood. There was a thin, ragged gap where the rubber sole had started peeling away from the mesh fabric. I’d fixed it with clear craft glue from the junk drawer at the end of August, then reinforced it with tacky glue over Labor Day weekend. Now it was flapping open again. If I tapped my toe against the floorboards, it gaped open like an empty mouth.
"Dad?" I asked quietly.
He was staring down at his phone, squinting at a shipping dispatch message from the warehouse where he worked as a supervisor. He worked long, grueling ten-hour shifts and usually rolled through the door exhausted, eating dinner with one hand while typing replies with the other.
"What is it, Han?" he asked without looking up.
"Can I please get the shoes I showed you online? The blue ones? They’re still thirty-four ninety-nine."
Lauren’s fork stopped halfway to her mouth. The polite warmth in her eyes hardened into a flat, practiced stare. "We already discussed this, Hannah."
"I know," I murmured. "But the sole is peeling again. It catches on the carpet when I walk."
"Shoes don't simply fall apart if you take proper care of them," Lauren said, setting her fork down with a deliberate tap against the ceramic plate. "Chloe takes care of her things. Responsibility brings rewards."
I looked down at the faded floral tablecloth. I had washed those shoes by hand in the basement utility sink with an old toothbrush. I had stuffed them with wadded newspaper so they wouldn't lose their shape while drying. I avoided every puddle on my walk to school.
"I did take care of them," I whispered.
"Then they’re good for another month," Lauren replied smoothly. "Budgets are tight. We have real adult expenses to prioritize."
Chloe pushed one sneaker gently off the chair, catching it by the collar before it tumbled. Dad barely blinked; his thumbs kept tapping against his cracked phone screen.
I should have stopped. Any sensible kid would have swallowed the lump in their throat and cleared the table. But my physical education teacher, Ms. Finch, had handed me a folded slip of paper that morning, and its sharp edges seemed to burn against my ribs from inside my backpack.
"Why can Chloe have shoes that cost a hundred and eighty dollars," I blurted out, "when I can’t have ones that cost thirty-five?"
Dad slammed his phone facedown on the table. The sudden crack rattled the water glasses.
"Because Chloe isn't sitting at this dinner table counting what everyone else gets," Dad snapped, his face drawn tight with fatigue and irritation.
"I wasn’t counting! I just want shoes that stay together!"
"Hannah," Lauren cut in, her voice dripping with artificial patience. "Chloe earned a reward for her reading achievement certificate. You shouldn’t ruin her special day with jealousy. It's unkind."
Chloe had brought home an award for reading improvement. I had clapped for her. I’d even told her I was proud of her in the hallway. I didn't resent her achievement. I just wanted to walk without tripping.
"I'm not mad at Chloe," I said, tears prickling my eyelids.
Dad shoved his half-eaten plate away. "Then stop making your sister feel guilty for existing."
"She's my stepsister!" The words spilled out before I could stop them.
The silence that followed was suffocating.
"She is family," Dad said, his voice dropping into a dangerous, icy register. "And you are going to apologize to her right now."
Heat rushed up my neck. Chloe wouldn't look at me; she was staring down at her napkin, visibly uncomfortable. I wanted to reach into my bag and pull out Ms. Finch’s warning note, but I knew what Lauren would say: that I was dramatic, that I was trying to manipulate Dad, that I was ungrateful.
"I'm sorry, Chloe," I muttered.
"It's okay," Chloe whispered. She hadn't asked for the fight.
Lauren stood up and gathered the dishes, her silence making it clear the subject was closed forever. Dad grabbed his phone and walked toward the patio door to take a call.
I grabbed my backpack and ran up the stairs.
In my bedroom, I closed the door and sat on the blue braided rug my mother had made for me before she died of cancer four years ago. Mom used to say that small problems had to be fixed while they were still small. *If a button is loose, you stitch it before it falls into the grass, Hannah.*
I pulled out Ms. Finch’s note: *Please provide appropriate athletic footwear for physical education. Contact the school if assistance is needed.*
I folded the paper into a tiny square and slid it under the lamp on my nightstand. Then, sneaking down to the dark hallway, I grabbed the industrial tube of gorilla glue from the utility closet. Back in my room, I coated the split rubber, jammed the sole shut, and stacked two heavy fifth-grade dictionaries on top of the toe.
Tomorrow, Grandma Evelyn was picking me up to buy school notebooks and poster board. I swore to myself that I wouldn’t say a single word to her. Grandma was Mom's mother; she had sharp eyes and zero patience for nonsense. If Grandma noticed, there would be a war.
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"Hold together," I whispered to the drying shoe. "Just hold together so nobody gets mad."
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