Chapter 2 - The Confrontation

The air in my mother’s kitchen felt thick enough to choke on. The words echoed in my ears like a bomb going off—I decided that you didn't need to know.
"You decided?" My voice trembled, rising from a stunned whisper to an agonizing shout. "You decided to keep my own child a secret from me?!"
"Ethan, keep your voice down! Chloe is sleeping upstairs!" my mother hissed, glancing nervously toward the hallway.
"I don't give a damn who is sleeping upstairs!" I stood up so violently that my chair scraped loudly against the hardwood floor. "How could you do this to me? How could you do this to Samantha?!"
Aunt Patricia looked horrified, her hand resting against her chest. "Eleanor... you told me five years ago that you gave Ethan her message. You told me he didn't want anything to do with her or the baby!"
"Patricia, leave us," my mother commanded, her eyes fixed on me with a cold, defensive fury.
"No, Patricia, stay right where you are," I countered, breathing heavily. "I want to hear every single word."
My mother folded her arms across her chest, attempting to maintain her usual regal composure, but I could see the slight tremor in her fingers. "Ethan, be reasonable for one moment. Do you remember what your life was like five years ago? You were drowning in debt, your marriage was falling apart, and you had a massive career opportunity in Vancouver. Samantha was unstable. Her father had just declared bankruptcy, and her entire family was a financial black hole."
"She was my wife!"
"She was your ex-wife!" my mother shot back. "The divorce papers were already signed, Ethan! You were finally free. If you had known she was pregnant, you would have sacrificed your entire future to crawl back to a broken marriage. You would have given up Vancouver, given up your promotions, and chained yourself to a life of misery. I protected you."
"You didn't protect me, you robbed me!" Tears of rage blurred my vision. "You stole five years of my life! Where is she, Mom? Where is my child?!"
Before my mother could answer, the soft sound of slippers on the stairs made us all turn. Chloe was standing at the entrance of the kitchen, wrapped in a plush robe. She looked pale, her eyes darting between my mother and me.
"Ethan? What's going on?" Chloe asked softly, taking a cautious step forward. "I heard shouting."
I stared at Chloe. Suddenly, Samantha's words at the airport flashed through my mind: Some things are much easier when you don't know the truth. And the way Samantha had looked at Chloe—not with envy, but with recognition.
"Chloe," I said, my voice dangerously low. "Did you know?"
Chloe flinched. "Know what?"
"Did you know Samantha was pregnant when I moved to Vancouver?"
Chloe’s hands tightened around the belt of her robe. She looked at my mother, an unmistakable flicker of panic passing between them. That split second was all the confirmation I needed.
"You knew," I whispered, feeling a sickening knot form in my stomach. "Both of you knew."
"Ethan, listen to me," Chloe pleaded, rushing to my side and reaching for my hand, but I pulled away as if her touch burned. "It wasn't like that! Your mother told me after you and I started dating. She said it was a closed chapter, that Samantha had moved away and taken care of it. I didn't want to ruin what we were building!"
"Taken care of it?" I repeated, horrified. "You mean you thought she terminated the pregnancy? Or did you just not care?"
"I loved you!" Chloe cried out, tears spilling over her eyelashes. "I've loved you since the day we met in Canada! Why dig up a corpse, Ethan? It happened five years ago! We are getting married in December!"
"I need to get out of here," I said, backing away toward the front door.
"Ethan, stop!" my mother called out, her composure finally shattering into desperation. "If you walk out that door to go looking for her, you will ruin everything! Look at what you have now—a respectable career, a loving fiancée, a real future!"
"Respectable?" I turned at the front door, looking at my mother with utter disgust. "There is nothing respectable about what you did. You hid my blood from me."
I grabbed my car keys off the foyer table and slammed the front door behind me, ignoring the desperate calls of my name fading into the crisp autumn morning.
My hands were shaking as I gripped the steering wheel of my rented SUV. I had no idea where Samantha lived. I didn't have her phone number. The only clue I had was the janitorial uniform she wore at O'Hare.
I slammed my foot on the gas and headed straight back to the airport.
When I arrived at Terminal 3, the morning rush was in full swing. Travelers hurried past with rolling suitcases, announcements echoed over the loudspeakers, and smell of burnt coffee filled the air. I ran through the concourse, scanning every hallway, every restroom entrance, and every coffee shop.
Finally, near Gate K12, I spotted a supervisor wearing a dark blue vest with an airport operations badge.
"Excuse me," I panted, rushing up to him. "I'm looking for one of your custodial workers. Samantha. Samantha Vance—or maybe Samantha Miller."
The supervisor frowned, looking at me suspiciously. "Sir, we don't give out employee information."
"Please," I begged, pulling out my wallet. "She's... she's my ex-wife. I just need to speak with her. It's an absolute emergency."
The supervisor sighed, looking around before stepping closer. "Look, man, I can't tell you where she lives, but if you're looking for Sam, she finished her graveyard shift at seven this morning. She won't be back until tomorrow."
"Do you know where she goes after work?"
The man hesitated, then shook his head. "All I know is she takes the Blue Line CTA train toward Logan Square. She always rushes out of here to catch the 7:30 train because she has to get her kids ready for daycare."
My heart stopped. Kids. Plural.
"Kids?" I echoed, my voice barely audible. "She has kids?"
"Yeah, twins," the supervisor said casually. "Cute little boy and girl. She brings them to the company holiday party sometimes. Look, that's all I know, buddy."
I stood frozen in the middle of the crowded concourse as travelers bumped past me. Twins.
I didn't just have a child. I had two.
Driven by a desperate, electric energy, I ran down to the airport CTA station, bought a pass, and boarded the next train toward Logan Square. My mind was racing out of control. Five years. Two children. How had she survived? Why was a brilliant accountant cleaning floors at an airport?
When I arrived at Logan Square, I realized the absurdity of my task. Chicago was huge. Searching for her without an address was like finding a needle in a haystack. But I knew Samantha’s habits. Five years ago, whenever she was overwhelmed, she used to sit in quiet parks near local libraries.
I spent four agonizing hours walking through the neighborhoods of Logan Square, checking small parks, community centers, and local coffee shops. My feet hurt, my head throbbed, but I refused to give up.
Around two in the afternoon, I turned the corner onto a quiet residential street near Palmer Square Park. The autumn leaves were falling, covering the sidewalk in shades of orange and red.
And then, I saw her.
Samantha was walking down the sidewalk, wearing an oversized sweater and worn-out sneakers. She was holding the hands of two small children—a boy and a girl, both wearing matching yellow raincoats despite the sunny weather. They were laughing, jumping over piles of leaves.
I froze behind a parked tree, my throat tight, my heart pounding like a sledgehammer against my ribs.
As the children turned their heads to laugh at a passing dog, the afternoon sunlight hit their faces.
My breath caught in my chest.
They were four, maybe five years old. The little boy had curly brown hair, and the girl had a dimple on her left cheek—just like my sister. But it was their eyes that destroyed me.
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Unmistakable, bright, emerald-green eyes.
The exact same eyes I saw in the mirror every single morning.