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Chapter 4 - The Waiting Game

The backstage bridal lounge of the Carlyle Estate was decorated like a French boudoir: gilded mirrors, plush velvet chaises, and floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the manicured rose gardens.

I sat near the heavy oak doors, my cast resting on an elevated footstool that Thatcher had demanded the venue coordinator provide.

Beside me, Bellamy sat quietly, gripping my hand with fingers that were cold as ice.

"Are you okay, Merritt?" she asked quietly. "Your knee... you look so pale."

"It hurts," I admitted honestly. "Every time my pulse beats, it feels like someone is driving an ice pick into my joint. But I’m not leaving."

For ten years, I had walked away.

When Sloan took credit for the interior design portfolio I had spent three months drafting for her college application, I walked away because Mom told me family helped family. When Sloan showed up at my college graduation dinner with an uninvited engagement announcement of her own to steal the evening, I walked away and paid the bill. When Dad told me that they couldn't help me with my rent after my initial knee injury because Sloan needed a European honeymoon fund, I nodded, took extra night shifts at the clinic, and kept my mouth shut.

I had spent my entire adult life being the "bigger person."

And all it had earned me was a flight down a marble staircase and a severed ligament.

The heavy door to the corridor creaked open, and my father, Arthur, walked in.

He was sixty-one, with thinning silver hair combed neatly back, wearing a rented tuxedo that was slightly too tight around his waist. He looked harried, clutching a small clipboard with the processional order.

When his eyes landed on me in the wheelchair, his jaw set in immediate annoyance.

"Merritt? Why on earth are you still down here?" he barked, checking his watch with an exaggerated sigh. "Eleanor told me she sent you back to the clinic hours ago. Why are you wearing that hideous cast out in the open? Do you have any idea how much money this photographer charges per hour? If you’re in the background of Sloan's processional shots looking like an invalid, the entire aesthetic is ruined!"

I looked at my father. Really looked at him.

I didn't see the protective patriarch I had idolized as a little girl. I saw a cowardly, vain man who had spent three decades sacrificing his eldest daughter on the altar of his youngest daughter's ego, all to maintain the illusion of an enviable family.

"The surgeon said I need an emergency operation, Dad," I said, my voice steady, cold, and entirely devoid of the desperation I had felt the night before. "The joint is completely destroyed."

Arthur waved his hand dismissively, not even looking at the cast. "Yes, yes, we’ll sort out your medical bills next month through your insurance. But today is about your sister! Sloan has worked for eighteen months to plan this wedding! Thatcher's family represents the highest tier of this city's society, Merritt! Do you realize what this marriage does for our family name? For my business connections?"

"And what did it cost me, Dad?"

Arthur blinked, caught off guard by the absence of tears in my voice. Usually, when he scolded me, I apologized. Usually, I hung my head and promised to do better.

"What did you say?" he muttered.

"Sloan pushed me," I said, looking him dead in the eye. "She tripped my ankle, shoved me in the spine, and told me to enjoy watching her from a wheelchair. And you handed me a paper napkin and told me to stop crying because Thatcher's family was watching."

Arthur’s face flushed a deep, mottled red. "That is an outrageous lie! Sloan was rushing to fix a runner! She told us herself! She had tears in her eyes, Merritt! Your sister was so traumatized by your carelessness that she had to take a sedative last night just to sleep!"

"She was laughing, Uncle Arthur," Bellamy interjected, her voice shaking with quiet fury.

Arthur snapped his head toward Bellamy, his eyes bulging. "You stay out of this, young lady! You’re lucky we even allowed you to be a bridesmaid after your mother’s behavior at Thanksgiving! If you utter one word of this nonsense to the guests—"

The inner dressing room doors swung wide open.

Sloan stepped out.

She looked magnificent. There was no denying it. Her gown was a masterpiece of hand-sewn French lace, with an illusion neckline encrusted with thousands of tiny Swarovski crystals. A cathedral-length veil trailed behind her, catching the afternoon light like a mist of diamonds. Her makeup was porcelain perfection; her golden blonde hair fell in soft, romantic waves around her glowing face.

She looked like an angel.

She looked like the kind of woman songs were written about.

And then she saw me.

The radiant, blushing bride persona vanished instantly. Her eyes narrowed into slits, her lips curling into a look of pure, unadulterated venom.

"Why is she still here?" Sloan demanded, her voice cutting through the room like a whip. She didn't look at Arthur; she didn't look at Bellamy. Her eyes were fixed on my wheelchair. "Daddy, I told you! I specifically said that if she couldn't walk down the aisle in her heels without that disgusting black brace, she wasn't allowed in the building!"

Arthur rushed to her side, his posture instantly shifting to that of an apologetic servant. "Sloan, sweetheart, calm down. Don't ruin your eyeliner. The car is coming to take her back to the hotel—"

"No car is coming," I said clearly.

Sloan took two aggressive steps toward me, her heavy satin train rustling loudly. "Excuse me? You listen to me, Merritt. This is *my* day. Do you hear me? *Mine!* You’ve been trying to ruin it from the second Thatcher asked me to marry him! You sat there at the rehearsal dinner looking like a miserable, pathetic martyr, and now you bring this ridiculous contraption into my venue?"

"You broke my knee, Sloan," I said, my voice barely above a whisper, but carrying every ounce of truth in the room.

Sloan scoffed, rolling her eyes with dramatic flair. She leaned down, bringing her face inches from mine, smelling of expensive gardenia perfume and peppermint gum.

"You slipped, Merritt," Sloan whispered, so close I could feel the heat of her breath against my cheek. "Because you're clumsy. Because you're slow. Because you've always been second best. And if you think anyone in that church is going to believe you over me, you're even stupider than you look. Thatcher loves *me*. He’s standing out there right now waiting to give me a three-million-dollar life. And you’re going to spend the next six months choking on your painkillers in a rented apartment, completely alone."

She straightened up, smoothed down the front of her lace gown, and turned her back on me with a high, triumphant laugh.

"Daddy," she called out, holding her arm out toward the double doors. "The music is starting. Get your arm ready. I don't want to keep my husband waiting."

Arthur cast one final, warning glare at me. "If you make a sound during the processional, Merritt, you are dead to this family. Do you understand me? Dead."

They walked out into the corridor, the heavy doors thudding shut behind them.

I sat in the silence of the lounge, listening to the muffled rumble of the pipe organ vibrating through the floorboards.

Beside me, Bellamy was crying softly.

"Merritt..." she whispered, terrified. "Are you sure about this?"

I reached down, feeling the heavy, cold fiberglass of my cast. For the first time in thirty-four years, the knot of guilt that had lived in my chest had completely vanished.

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"Push me to the sanctuary doors, Bellamy," I said. "It's time for the show."

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