Chapter 2 - The Highway Dust and Hidden Wounds

The gravel driveway rattled beneath the tires of my battered Ford F-150 as we pulled away from Scott’s house. Neither of us spoke until the suburban cul-de-sacs melted into two-lane state highway, flanked by endless rows of young, green Indiana corn shivering in the humid June breeze.
Owen had his forehead pressed against the passenger window. He wasn’t crying aloud, but every few miles, his thin shoulders hitched.
"You did nothing wrong back there, buddy," I said, keeping my hands at ten and two, squeezing the worn steering wheel so hard the foam groaned beneath the leather cover.
"Grandpa thinks I’m soft," Owen whispered, his breath fogging the glass. "He thinks I gave up."
"Your grandfather was told half a story by a man who couldn't handle being told 'no.'"
"It doesn't matter," Owen muttered. "He bought everyone a glove. Hannah doesn't even know how to oil a pocket, Dad. She’s going to leave it in the tack room behind her barn to get chewed by barn mice. He gave her one just to prove I wasn't worthy of one."
The raw ache in his voice made my chest tighten with a familiar, suffocating guilt.
When Nicole and I divorced three years ago, we promised each other that Owen would never become collateral damage. We kept the split civil on paper, but the logistics of life were brutal. Nicole’s career as a specialized pediatric trauma nurse required unpredictable shift work at a regional medical center north of us. She lived in a small two-bedroom apartment near the hospital, often working through the night, covered in the quiet exhaustion of keeping sick children alive.
Those alternating Sunday afternoons were her lifeline. They would sit at a diner halfway between our towns, eating pancakes for dinner, doing algebra homework, or tossing an old, scuffed softball back and forth in the grass beside the parking lot.
Scott had known that. Scott had sat at my kitchen table when the divorce papers were finalized. He had patted my shoulder and told me family came first.
Yet the moment Scott got a taste of regional travel ball prestige—the moment college scouts and paid tournament directors started inflating his ego—the rules changed. To Scott, players were assets. An empty roster spot on a Sunday meant forfeiting seeds in bracket tournaments. And when Owen dared to prioritize his mother over a plastic trophy in a dusty field outside Kokomo, Scott took it as a personal insult to his authority.
"Look at me, Owen," I said, waiting until we stopped at a red light where the highway met the bypass.
He turned his head slowly. His eyes were rimmed in red, his jaw tight.
"You gave up a spot on an elite team to spend two hours eating french fries with your mother because you knew she needed to see your face," I said firmly. "That takes more guts than stepping into a batter's box against an eighty-mile-an-hour fastball. Your grandfather coached boys for thirty years, but he doesn't know everything about being a man. Do you hear me?"
Owen nodded once, but his eyes drifted back down to his lap. His hands were still balled into fists. "I just wanted him to see me play this year. He hasn't come to a single one of my school games."
"He will."
"No, he won't. Uncle Scott told him the school league is garbage. He told him the coaches don't teach proper mechanics."
The light turned green. I stepped on the gas, feeling an old, smoldering resentment flare up inside me.
Growing up, Scott had always been the golden boy. He had the power swing, the easy charm, the willingness to nod along to Dad’s every lecture about sacrifice and grit. I was the line-drive hitter who asked too many questions, the boy who preferred fixing old lawnmowers in the barn to spending four hours doing soft-toss drills until my palms bled. When my shoulder blew out senior year, Dad’s eyes had drifted away from my corner of the dugout, shifting entirely to Scott.
Now, decades later, Scott was running the exact same play, passing down the same toxic hierarchy to our children.
When we reached our modest ranch house outside Greenfield, the sun was sinking low, painting the sky in deep streaks of bruised purple and amber. Owen climbed out of the truck without waiting for me, carrying his canvas sneakers by the laces.
"I'm going to hit off the tee," he said quietly, walking toward the backyard shed.
"Owen, it's getting dark."
"I have the floodlight."
I watched him walk away. Five minutes later, the sharp, hollow *crack* of an aluminum bat meeting a leather baseball echoed through the evening air.
*Crack.*
Pause. The rustle of a ball tumbling into the net.
*Crack.*
He didn't yell. He didn't swear. He just reset the tee, placed another scuffed ball, adjusted his stance, and swung with everything he had.
I stood on the back porch, leaning against the railing, watching the yellow halogen beam illuminate the dust rising off his swing. My phone vibrated in my pocket.
I pulled it out. The caller ID read: *Nicole*.
I took a deep breath, braced myself, and hit answer.
"Hey, Nic," I said.
May you like
Her voice wasn't warm. "Aaron, why did your mother just call me crying?"
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