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Chapter 10 - The View from Puget Sound

Six months later.

The early June sun sparkled across the deep blue waters of Puget Sound, illuminating the snow-capped peak of Mount Rainier in the far distance.

In the backyard of my townhouse in West Seattle, the smell of smoking hickory wood and grilled salmon filled the cool, crisp Pacific Northwest air.

Dad stood at the grill, wearing an apron that read *WORLD’S GREATEST RETIRED ESTIMATOR*—a gift I had bought him for his sixty-third birthday last month. He looked ten years younger. His hair was still silver, but his skin had color, his back was straight, and the perpetual crease of worry that had lived between his eyebrows for my entire childhood had completely disappeared.

Two months after the divorce was finalized, Dad had made the decision to leave Illinois for good.

He didn't want the memories of suburban Chicago. He didn't want the ghost of thirty-five years of betrayal haunting him every time he drove down Route 59. With his restored retirement and the trust funds we recovered, he bought a charming, two-story craftsman bungalow four blocks away from my townhouse.

The downstairs of his new home was a fully outfitted woodworking shop, where he spent his mornings crafting custom walnut and cherry furniture for local boutique design stores in Seattle—not because he had to, but because he finally had the freedom to do what he loved.

The sliding glass door opened, and Aunt Carol walked out onto the patio carrying a large bowl of potato salad.

“Rich, if you burn that salmon, I’m taking your tongs away,” Carol teased, setting the bowl down on the outdoor table.

“Carol, I haven't burnt a piece of fish since 1994,” Dad chuckled, adjusting the grill vents with practiced ease.

Carol had flown out to visit for the week. Once the truth about Diane’s fraud had come to light, Carol had become Dad’s fiercest defender, completely severing her relationship with Diane after Mom refused to take responsibility for what she had done.

Carol walked over to where I was sitting on the outdoor sectional, a glass of iced tea in my hand, and sat down beside me. She reached over and squeezed my knee gently.

“You look happy, Clara,” Carol said softly.

“I am happy, Aunt Carol,” I replied, looking out over the water. “Truly happy.”

“Have you... heard from either of them?” Carol asked hesitantly.

I took a slow sip of my tea.

A month ago, an envelope had arrived at my office in Seattle, forwarded from my old address. It was a five-page, handwritten letter from Mom.

It wasn't an apology. It was a long, self-pitying lament about how cold her garden apartment was, how rude her retail manager was, and how lonely she felt on Mother’s Day. At the very end, she had written: *“If you have any decency left in you, Clara, you would remember that I am still your mother. A five-thousand-dollar monthly allowance is nothing to you, but it would save my life.”*

I hadn't replied. I hadn't cried. I had simply walked over to the office shredder, dropped the pages inside, and watched them turn into confetti.

As for Lauren, Cousin Mark had told Dad that she was currently working as a receptionist at a car dealership in Schaumburg. Greg had finalized the divorce, won primary custody of the children, and Lauren was living on a strict monthly budget that didn't allow for Cabo trips, designer bags, or luxury SUVs.

She had tried to reach out to me once on social media, sending a message from a new account that read: *“I miss my sister. Can we talk?”*

I had blocked the account without clicking on it.

Forgiveness is a noble concept, but peace is a sacred boundary. Some bridges aren't meant to be rebuilt; they are meant to be burned so that the fire can illuminate your path forward.

“Clara! Carol!” Dad called out, wiping his hands on a kitchen towel with a broad, beaming grin. “Food’s ready! Come and get it before the gulls figure out what we’re eating!”

I stood up, laughing as a cool sea breeze rustled through the cedar trees along the fence line.

We gathered around the long, handcrafted cedar dining table Dad had built for my patio with his own hands. Every joint was seamless. Every edge was sanded smooth and polished to perfection.

There were no screaming matches. There was no tallying of who owed what to whom. There were no hidden ledgers, no fabricated emergencies, and no conditional affection.

Dad raised his glass of iced cider, looking around the table at Carol and me, his eyes bright with unshed tears of pure, unadulterated peace.

“To family,” Dad said, his voice ringing out clear and steady against the backdrop of the rolling tide. “The family that chooses you, respects you, and loves you for who you are.”

I clinked my glass against his, smiling into the warm afternoon sun.

“To family,” I said.

May you like

And for the first time in thirty-two years, the word didn't feel like a debt.

It felt like home.

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