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Chapter 8 - The Price of a Seat

I didn't invite her in.

I stood in the warm entryway of my home, the brass chain of the storm door securely latched, looking out at the woman who had spent seventy-two years believing the world existed to serve her.

Through the gap in the door, I could hear the sound of the rain dripping from the cedar eaves. Behind me, the soft classical music I had put on for Lily was playing in the living room, accompanied by the gentle, steady clicking of Lily’s colored pencils against paper.

"You're wet, Mother," I said, my voice completely devoid of anger. It was worse than anger; it was the flat, indifferent calm of an appraiser looking at a condemned building.

"Vivian, please," Beatrice wept, pressing her trembling, ring-adorned fingers against the glass. "They arrested Grant. Two hours ago. In front of the whole neighborhood. The country club... Eleanor Vance humiliated me in front of the entire committee! They’ve revoked our membership! They’re saying terrible things about me on Facebook!"

"They’re saying the truth, Mother," I said. "You signed a fraudulent loan document to steal five hundred thousand dollars from my company."

"I didn't know it was stealing!" she cried, her voice cracking into a high, desperate wail. "Grant said it was just a technicality! He said you wouldn't care! He said you had so much money that five hundred thousand was nothing to you!"

"And what about Lily?" I asked softly.

Beatrice froze, her hands slipping an inch down the wet glass.

"What about my daughter?" I repeated. "The eight-year-old girl who spent two weeks painting memories for your birthday? Was she just a technicality too?"

"Vivian, I was upset! I was having a bad day!" Beatrice pleaded, tears washing away the remaining powder on her cheeks. "You know how Jocelyn gets when she’s stressed! I was just trying to keep the peace! I didn't mean what I said!"

"You meant every single word, Mother," I told her. "You meant it because in your heart, you have always believed that Jocelyn was the daughter who mattered, and that I was just the workhorse who existed to pay the bills. You took my money, you lived in my mansion, you drove my car, and then you looked at my child and told her that she was an unwanted burden who ruined your family."

"I was wrong!" Beatrice sobbed, dropping to her knees on the wet porch boards, heedless of the puddles soaking through her expensive wool slacks. "I was wrong, Vivian! Please! Don't take my home! Don't make me leave the lake! That house is all I have left of your father!"

"My father died five years ago in an overcrowded hospital room because he was terrified you would bankrupt him before he drew his last breath," I said, looking down at her. "That house doesn't belong to his memory. It belongs to Bellhaven. And your time there is finished."

"Where am I supposed to go?" she begged, looking up with wide, terrified eyes. "I have no savings! Grant lost everything! Jocelyn can't even afford her rent! Where will I sleep?"

"You have twenty-eight days left on your notice, Mother," I said calmly. "I suggest you call the estate liquidation companies tomorrow morning. Sell your French commodes. Sell your Limoges porcelain. Sell the diamonds Dad bought you while he was drowning in debt. Take that money, find a nice, modest one-bedroom apartment in Renton or Kent, and learn how to live on Social Security."

"Vivian... you're my daughter!"

"I was your daughter," I replied. "Until you decided that my child didn't deserve to be your granddaughter."

I stepped back into the warmth of the hallway.

"Wait! Please! Let me see Lily!" Beatrice cried out, reaching toward the threshold. "Let me apologize to her! I'll tell her I love the book! I'll keep it on my nightstand! Just let me talk to her!"

From behind me, small footsteps padded across the hardwood.

Lily appeared in the hallway, wearing her yellow pajamas, holding her golden retriever by the collar. She stopped five feet behind me, looking through the glass at the soaked, sobbing woman kneeling on the porch.

Beatrice’s eyes lit up with a sudden, desperate hope. "Lily! Sweetheart! Look at Grandma! Grandma is so sorry! I loved your cherry tree, darling! I really did! Tell your mommy to let Grandma in!"

Lily didn't smile. She didn't cry.

She looked at Beatrice for three long seconds, her little face calm, composed, and completely clear of the hurt that had crushed her forty-eight hours ago.

"Grandma," Lily said, her voice clear and steady through the open crack of the door. "You don't have to pretend. Mommy said I’m not supposed to keep things that are broken."

Lily turned around, patted the dog's head, and walked quietly back into the living room to finish her homework.

Beatrice’s face crumpled into absolute, irreversible despair.

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"Goodbye, Beatrice," I said.

I pushed the heavy oak door shut, turned the brass deadbolt, and locked out the past forever.

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