Chapter 16 - Healing the Wounds

Three days after the arrest, the world became quiet.
I took an indefinite leave of absence from Whitaker Construction, handing daily operations over to my trusted vice president. Caroline, Lily, and I packed three duffle bags and drove three hundred miles north to a small coastal cabin I had rented on the rocky shores of Camden, Maine.
There were no news reporters here. No private investigators. No multi-million-dollar contracts, no social clubs, no whispering ghosts of the Whitaker family name.
There was only the cold, clean Atlantic wind, the scent of white pine, and the sound of waves crashing against granite cliffs.
The first forty-eight hours were hard.
Lily woke up twice during the first night, screaming, drenched in cold sweat, believing she was back in the shed and that the water running from the bathroom sink was the roof leaking on her bed.
Both times, Caroline and I were there before her feet touched the floor. We climbed into the oversized king bed with her, sandwiching her between us, wrapping her in heavy wool blankets, Caroline singing old lullabies into her ear while I held her small hands until her trembling stopped.
By the fourth day, the shadows began to recede.
I stood on the wraparound wooden porch, holding two mugs of steaming coffee.
Down on the rocky beach, fifty yards away, Caroline and Lily were walking along the waterline. Lily was wearing a bright red fleece coat with matching waterproof boots. She was running ahead, bending down to collect sea glass, turning back every few seconds to hold up a green or blue pebble to show her mother.
Caroline’s laughter drifted up on the salty breeze—a real, rich, joyful sound that I hadn't heard in five long years.
Caroline had gained three pounds in four days; the hollow look in her cheeks was beginning to soften, her hazel eyes returning to that vibrant, warm light that had captured my heart when we were twenty-two years old in college.
Caroline turned, saw me standing on the porch, and waved.
Lily saw me too. “Daddy! Look! A purple stone! A mermaid stone!”
She came sprinting up the grassy path, her cheeks flushed bright pink with health and cold air, her boots thumping against the wooden steps. She launched herself into my arms.
I set down the coffee mugs and caught her, swinging her around in a wide circle over the porch railings while she giggled with pure, unadulterated joy.
I pulled her tight against my chest, breathing in the scent of ocean salt and lavender soap.
“Daddy?” she whispered into my neck.
“Yes, baby?”
“Are we ever going back to the big house with the iron gates?”
“Never,” I said, kissing her cold temple. “Not ever again. We’re building our own house, Lily. With a big garden, a tire swing, and a bedroom with big windows that look out at the sunrise.”
Lily smiled, pressing her tiny palm against my cheek. “Can Mommy’s bed be in the same house?”
I looked up. Caroline was standing at the top of the porch steps, watching us with tears shimmering in her eyes, a soft, hopeful smile touching her lips.
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“Yes, sweetheart,” I said, looking straight into Caroline’s eyes. “Mommy’s bed will be in the very same house. For as long as she’ll have us.”
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