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Chapter 2 - The Cold Room

The operating room was freezing. Metal instruments clattered onto trays, a sharp, sterile symphony that made my teeth chatter against my tongue.

"Deep breath, Natalie," the anesthesiologist murmured, gently guiding my head down as the spinal block took hold. A strange, heavy warmth crept up from my toes, stealing the agonizing pressure away, replacing it with a terrifying numbness.

A blue paper drape went up, cutting off my view of my own body.

Ethan stood on the other side of the curtain. I could see only his eyes above his surgical mask—grey, steady, focused entirely on the monitors.

"You're doing great, Natalie," he said. His voice was purely professional, the voice of a physician guiding a patient through a storm. "I have Dr. Liu assisting, and the NICU team is prepped for all three. Baby A is coming first."

Mallory had been allowed in after scrubbing. She sat right beside my ear, holding my trembling hand in both of hers, her eyes wet but fiercely steady.

"Don't think about the hallway," Mallory whispered, leaning in close so only I could hear. "Don't think about his stupidity. Think about three heartbeats. That's all that matters right now."

"He looked at me like he hated me, Mal," I whispered back, my voice shaking uncontrollably.

"Then he doesn't deserve to look at you at all."

A tugging sensation. Not pain, but a deep, jarring pull that rocked my whole torso.

"Baby A is out," Ethan announced. "It's a boy."

A ragged, tiny cry filled the room—fragile, like a newborn kitten, but undeniably alive.

"Leo," I sobbed, tears spilling into my hairline.

"He's four pounds, two ounces," the pediatric nurse called out. "Good color. Spontaneous respiration."

Within two minutes, another tug.

"Baby B," Ethan said, a brief flash of relief crossing his masked face. "Girl."

Cora’s cry was louder, an indignant shriek that made the anesthesiologist chuckle. "That one’s got lungs, mama."

"And here comes our caboose," Ethan said softly. A pause, then a heavier tug. "Baby C. Another little girl."

Mae was the smallest, barely three and a half pounds, but she let out a fierce, breathless squeak before being whisked immediately to the warming tables where three separate teams worked in coordinated precision.

"All three are stable," Ethan said, stepping back slightly to let his assist close the incision. He walked around the drape, pulling his mask down beneath his chin. His face looked worn, the lines around his eyes deep. "They're small, Natalie, and they’ll need some time in the NICU for lung development, but they are fighters. Every single one of them."

"Thank you, Ethan," I breathed.

He hesitated for a fraction of a second, glancing at Mallory, then back to me. "Natalie... what Trent said in that room. I never made that phone call."

I blinked up at him, my mind sluggish from the medication.

"I called my fiancée, Claire, at seven-thirty," Ethan explained, keeping his voice quiet and respectful. "I told her I was stepping into an emergency triplet delivery for an old classmate from college. I said, *'She's going through hell right now, but she's as strong as she ever was.'* That was it."

Mallory leaned forward. "Then where did Trent get that poison about her still loving you?"

Ethan’s jaw tightened. "I don't know. But when I was heading to scrub, I saw your friend—the blonde woman who was here earlier."

"Chelsea?" I whispered.

"She was standing in the corridor near the waiting room," Ethan said carefully. "She was whispering to your husband. She had her hand on his arm, and when I walked past, she looked at me like she’d been caught doing something dirty."

A cold draft seemed to slice straight through the sterile room, far colder than the air conditioning.

Chelsea had been my friend since freshman dorms. She was the one who had brought me tea when I had morning sickness. She was the one who insisted on decorating the nursery when I was put on bed rest.

And she was the one who had whispered into my husband’s ear until he chose his jealousy over his children's lives.

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"Take me to my babies," I told the nurse, closing my eyes against the burning behind my eyelids. "Just get me to my babies."

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