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Chapter 4 - The Ledger of Widows

I opened the folder labeled *2015 – David Ross.*

Inside lay a certified death certificate, a copy of an insurance policy from Northwestern Mutual, and a bank transfer slip for $650,000. David Ross had been a high school athletics coach in Ohio. Cause of death: *Drowning during an unsupervised morning swim.* Maris—then going by the name Maris Linwood—had been married to him for fourteen months.

I opened *2018 – Julian Miller.*

An architect from Pittsburgh. Cause of death: *Carbon monoxide poisoning secondary to a faulty garage heating unit.* Settlement payout: $920,000. Married for ten months.

I opened *2021 – Marcus Vance.*

Paramedic. Traumatic brain injury and fall down the basement stairs. Payout: $1.1 million. Married for eleven months.

And then I opened my own folder.

Inside *2024 – Gideon Cross* was a complete dossier on my life. My credit reports, my mortgage statements, my employment contract with St. Jude’s Memorial, my blood type, and the newly executed supplemental life insurance forms naming Maris Cross as the sole, irrevocable beneficiary. Tucked into the back pocket of the folder was a handwritten timeline written in Maris’s unmistakable, elegant handwriting.

*October: Wedding.*

*November: Introduce dietary supplements.*

*December: Shift-work exhaustion documented via PCP.*

*January: Fatal slip/cardiac event. Estimated collection: $1.5M.*

She had budgeted my murder into her winter schedule.

My stomach heaved, and I had to grip the edge of the washing machine to keep my balance. This wasn't a sudden crime of passion or a desperate woman driven to madness by financial ruin. Maris was a professional predator. She targeted men in stable, service-oriented careers—teachers, architects, first responders, nurses—men whose sudden deaths could be easily attributed to stress, exhaustion, or household accidents, and whose deaths yielded generous union or institutional payouts.

"Gideon?" Lumi’s small voice pulled me back from the brink of nausea.

She stood near the bottom of the basement stairs, clutching an old stuffed rabbit with one ear missing. She was looking at the concrete floor beneath her feet.

"This is where Marcus fell," she whispered. "He was holding a basket of laundry. Mommy was standing at the top of the stairs. I heard him make a funny sound, like a bird with no air. And then he tumbled down. Bang, bang, bang."

I looked at the concrete stairs. The wood was steep, uncarpeted, and slick. A person paralyzed by succinylcholine wouldn't even be able to put their hands out to break their fall. Their skull would hit the concrete with the full, unmitigated weight of a falling body.

"Lumi," I said, closing the folders and shoving them into my backpack alongside the vial and the capsules. "We're leaving this house right now."

"To the police?" she asked, her voice trembling.

"Yes. But first, we need someone who can verify this medically."

If I walked into a precinct with an open vial and a handful of papers, Maris’s high-priced attorneys would claim I planted them. They would claim I was an unstable husband trying to fabricate a custody battle or extort her. In trauma medicine, you never bring an unverified sample to the lab; you bring an ironclad chain of custody.

I took Lumi upstairs, bundled her into her heavy winter coat, and loaded her into my pickup truck parked in the driveway. I left the lights on in the kitchen to make the house appear occupied from the street.

It was 8:45 p.m.

I drove twenty minutes across town to an older, quiet neighborhood on the north side, pulling up in front of a brick colonial home with a light burning above the porch.

I knocked three times on the front door.

A moment later, the door swung open to reveal Dr. Patrick Evans, the chief trauma surgeon at St. Jude’s and my mentor for the past six years. He wore reading glasses, gray sweatpants, and a puzzled expression that immediately vanished when he saw my face and the shivering child clinging to my hand.

"Gideon?" Dr. Evans adjusted his glasses, stepping back. "What happened? You look like you just pulled someone out of a four-car pileup."

"Patrick, I need your help," I said, my voice hoarse. "And I need the hospital’s mass spectrometer toxicology lab."

Patrick looked down at Lumi, then back at me. He didn't ask questions. He opened the door wider and ushered us into the warmth of his foyer.

"Come inside," Patrick said gravely. "Tell me everything."

Ten minutes later, Lumi was curled up on Patrick’s sofa with a mug of hot cocoa and a cartoon playing on his television, while Patrick and I stood in his kitchen under the bright island lights. The contents of the folders and the amber vial lay scattered between us.

Patrick picked up the vial of succinylcholine using a pair of clean napkins, examining the faded hospital label under the light. His weathered face grew darker with every passing second.

"This lot number," Patrick murmured, his jaw clenching. "This came from our surgical overflow supply closet on the third floor. The one that was audited last spring when we had that discrepancy."

"She accompanied me to the hospital three times during the spring gala drive," I said, leaning over the counter, running cold hands through my hair. "She waited in the staff lounge while I finished post-op rounds. She must have slipped into the supply room."

Patrick picked up the two white capsules in the Ziploc bag. "You think she compounded the paralytic into oral capsules?"

"Succinylcholine has poor oral bioavailability compared to IV administration," I explained clinically, "but in a massive, concentrated oral dose mixed with an absorption enhancer like dimethyl sulfoxide or simple alcohol, it induces systemic muscular paralysis within ten to fifteen minutes. It hits the vocal cords first. Then the diaphragm. By the time the ambulance arrives, the patient is anoxic, brain-dead, or in full arrest."

Patrick pulled out his phone. "I'm calling the Chief of Police. Right now."

"No," I said, putting my hand over his wrist. "Wait."

Patrick stared at me. "Wait? Gideon, she murdered three men. She's planning to kill you tomorrow night. You want to wait?"

"If you call the police right now, they'll issue a warrant. Maris has alerts set on her phone; she has friends in county administration. If she gets tipped off that the police are looking for her, she won't come back to Birch Street. She'll abandon the car, buy a ticket under a fake name, and disappear with the three million dollars she’s stashed across offshore accounts. David Ross, Julian Miller, Marcus Vance... they'll never get justice. And Lumi will be tied up in foster care litigation for years while Maris fights extradition."

"Then what are you proposing?" Patrick asked, his voice low and dangerous.

I looked through the kitchen doorway into the living room, where Lumi was fast asleep under the blanket, clutching Marcus's old stuffed rabbit.

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"She thinks I'm taking those pills tonight," I whispered. "She thinks I'm her next victim. I'm going to let her walk right into her own trap."

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