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Chapter 6 - The Unraveling of Five Years

His voice cracked on my name.

He didn't move. It was as if he believed that if he took a single step toward me, I would evaporate like a hallucination he had seen a hundred times before in the quiet corners of his shop.

I didn't say anything. I couldn't.

I reached into my tote bag, pulled out the yellowed paper, and held up the notarized parental surrender form.

Jesse’s eyes dropped to the paper. His jaw tightened, a dark, dangerous flush rising up his neck.

"Did you come here to throw that in my face again?" he asked, his tone suddenly turning cold, defensive, laced with an old, jagged pain that ran inches deep. "Because I got the copy your mother’s lawyer mailed me five years ago, Lucy. I know what it says. You didn't have to come to my workplace to remind me that I wasn't good enough for your family."

"Look at the signature, Jesse," I sobbed, my voice breaking completely as tears streamed down my face. "Look at the signature."

He hesitated. Then he walked toward me, his heavy work boots dragging against the concrete. He stopped three feet away, his breathing heavy, and snatched the paper from my hand.

He stared at the signature at the bottom.

Jesse was an electrician. He spent his life looking at intricate blueprints, finding tiny flaws in circuits, noticing details that other people missed.

He looked at the 'L'. He looked at the 'M'.

Then his head snapped up, his dark eyes wide with sudden, terrifying realization.

"This... this isn't your handwriting," he whispered. "You don't loop your L's like that. You write them flat."

"My mother signed it," I choked out, taking a step closer, reaching out with a trembling hand to touch his forearm. The fabric of his work shirt was rough, warm, and real. "My mother forged my name three weeks after I gave birth. I never saw your letters, Jesse. I never saw the cashier's checks. I never saw the crib. I thought you walked out on us in the hospital."

Jesse dropped the paper.

He looked at my hand on his arm, then looked into my eyes, searching my face with a ferocity that made my breath catch in my throat.

"You... you didn't know?" he rasped. "The money... the six thousand dollars..."

"She deposited it into her own account," I wept, sinking my head against his chest, unable to hold myself up any longer. "She used it to pay for Chelsea's design school. She told me you ran because you didn't want to be a father. She told me you laughed when she offered to help you leave!"

Jesse let out a sound that wasn't human—a raw, gut-wrenching roar of grief and fury that echoed off the high metal rafters of the warehouse.

His arms came around me like steel bands, pulling me flush against his chest, burying his face in my hair as his whole body shook with violent, breathless sobs.

"I was there, Lucy," he wept into my neck, his hands gripping my back as if he would never let go. "I sat in my truck in that parking garage for three days until the battery died. I called every desk at that hospital. I built a nursery in my spare bedroom... I kept the crib set up for two years before I couldn't bear to look at it anymore..."

"He has your chin, Jesse," I cried into his shirt, holding onto him with everything I had left. "Dany has your chin. And he has your eyes. And yesterday... yesterday my mother refused to give him a plate of fries because she called him a bastard who didn't belong in her family..."

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Jesse pulled back, his eyes burning with a dark, lethal fire that transformed his whole face.

"Where is he?" Jesse demanded, his voice dropping into a dangerous, steady tone. "Where is my son?"

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