Chapter 16

Six months later, spring had turned the cul-de-sac on Sycamore Glen Court into an emerald canopy of budding oak trees and blooming lilac bushes.
June was seven months old, a laughing, chubby-cheeked dynamo who had just figured out how to army-crawl across the living room rug. Her favorite target was a plush yellow duck that squeaked whenever she pounced on it with both hands.
Every morning began with quiet, unhurried sunlight.
I would sit at the kitchen table with my coffee, watching June babble at her reflection in the glass oven door, reviewing my daily calendar for the school district. The promotion to District Office Manager had changed everything. For the first time in my adult life, my paycheck went into an account that nobody else could touch.
Every bill was set to auto-pay. Every utility statement arrived with a green zero-balance banner.
There were no hidden collections, no mysterious overdraft fees, and no sinking dread in the pit of my stomach whenever the mail carrier walked up the front steps.
Diane came over every Tuesday and Thursday afternoon to watch June while I worked downtown.
The cold, distant woman I had known during my marriage had transformed completely into "Nana." Diane kept a basket of wooden building blocks in my living room, planted a small herb garden beneath the kitchen window, and spent hours sitting on the floor reading picture books about farm animals in animated, theatrical voices.
One Tuesday afternoon in late June, Diane arrived carrying a small, plain white envelope.
"What’s this?" I asked, taking June off the floor and settling her onto my hip.
"It’s for June’s college fund," Diane said simply, setting the envelope on the kitchen island.
I opened it. Inside was a cashier's check for four hundred dollars.
On the memo line, written in familiar, cramped handwriting that made my chest tighten slightly, were three words: *Child Support - June.*
I looked up at Diane. "He sent this?"
"He’s been working at a pallet recycling warehouse in Dayton for the last two months," Diane explained, her voice even and devoid of false optimism. "It’s part of the work-release phase of his treatment program. He earns twelve dollars an hour stacking lumber. He sends half of every paycheck to the county child support enforcement agency."
"How is he doing?" I asked. It was the first time I had asked about Adam in four months.
"He’s sober," Diane said. "He goes to ninety meetings in ninety days. He sleeps in a dormitory with ten other recovering addicts. He looks older, thinner, but his eyes are clear for the first time since he was twenty years old."
"Has he asked about June?"
"Every single week," Diane replied softly. "He asked if he could write her a letter for her first birthday. I told him that was up to you."
I looked down at June, who was currently occupied with trying to chew on the collar of my denim shirt.
The anger that had once consumed me—the burning, acid fury of the baby shower and the foreclosure—had quietly oxidized into something calm, clear, and protective.
"He can write the letter," I said. "I will put it in her baby keepsake box. When she’s old enough to understand the truth, she can read it."
Diane smiled, a small, grateful curve of her lips that reached all the way to her eyes. "Thank you, Natalie."
"He doesn't get to be in her life yet, Diane. Not until he proves this isn't another performance."
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"I know," Diane nodded firmly. "And nobody wants him to prove it more than I do."
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