Chapter 13 - Finding Normalcy

Anthony walked me to the driver’s side of my car.
“Are you alright?” he asked, his voice softening immediately.
“I’m fine,” I said, exhaling slowly. “What were you doing here?”
“I had my private security tracking her,” Anthony admitted, looking down at his shoes with a self-deprecating grimace. “Her bail terms explicitly forbid her from entering this zip code. When my investigator saw her car heading toward your neighborhood, I drove straight here. I’m sorry you had to deal with that.”
“Thank you, Anthony,” I said sincerely. “For everything.”
He looked at me for a long moment. Over the past three months, the weight of the betrayal had aged him, but it had also stripped away the aloof, distant corporate shell he used to wear. He looked grounded. Real.
“Maya’s doing well?” he asked.
“She’s thriving,” I smiled. “She started second grade last week. She made the soccer team. And for the first time in her life, our home is completely peaceful.”
“Good,” Anthony said, a faint, genuine smile touching the corners of his mouth. “That little girl has more courage in her pinky finger than the rest of the Sterling family combined.”
“She gets it from seeing the truth,” I said.
That evening, Maya and I baked cookies together in our kitchen. Flour dusted the marble island, and the smell of warm vanilla and brown sugar filled the house.
Maya sat on her little wooden stool—the very same stool she had stood on at her birthday party.
“Mommy?” she asked, pressing chocolate chips into the dough.
“Yes, baby?”
“Do you think Daddy will ever be nice again?”
I paused, setting my spatula down. I had worked hard with Maya’s child therapist to navigate questions about Shawn. Shawn was currently serving his eighteen-month sentence in a state work facility. He wrote letters once a week, but per court orders, they were screened by Claire before Maya saw them.
“Daddy is learning how to be honest, Maya,” I explained gently. “Sometimes, when grown-ups make big mistakes, they have to spend a long time by themselves learning how to be better people. Maybe one day, when he finishes learning, he can be a good friend to you. But right now, we’re focusing on us.”
Maya nodded thoughtfully, satisfied with the answer. She wiped her flour-dusted hands on her apron and smiled. “I like our house better now. It’s quiet.”
May you like
“Me too, baby,” I whispered, kissing the top of her head. “Me too.”
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